Thankfully I'm anonymous here. Here is a post with too much info.
I had a tumultuous childhood. I have 5 siblings and violent parents. My mother was very abusive, verbally, physically and emotionally.
Things went from bad to worse when I was 22. My younger brother drugged me and raped me in my parents house. He is a monster. My mother's reaction was just as bad. She basically said it was my fault too, even though I was found unconscious. She kept my brother employed by her and my dad because they had financial obligations. He still lives with them. She even lied to the police and refused to give them any information after I went in for a rape kit.
I turned to counseling several years after it happened to somewhat sort out my life. I have tried to do my best.
I cut contact with my mother almost 4 years ago when she wanted me to bring Lil Punk around my brother. We had a huge fight on the phone. She told me that I was a willing participant with my brother. I cut ties.
I got a voicemail from my brother today that she has a brain tumor and is going to have an operation.
What would you do?
I know this post is very convoluted. My stomach is in knots.